This project was made during the initial stages of the dawning of the rona (corona plandemic) when the lockdowns had many people barred from their work & livelihoods.  The following text I wrote for this project was written in March 2020:
This isn’t the time to go binging on some series season on Netflix or whatever, this is a ripe opportunity to go thru a full on alchemical spiritual regenesis!  Purge yourself of impurities, go thru in depth of your shadow and use the lantern of the hermit to light up those dark caverns within yourself.   The time is always now to spark that fire in your heart of true care to want to better yourself while casting the things you hold onto that are a disservice to yourself into that fire.  Are you paying attention to what you're paying attention to?  can you be the observer of your thoughts and emotions and see exactly what you're manifesting from that? 

This is a destructive process in regards to dismantling your false identity and ego and other aspects that inhibit your true self from actualizing..  It's all part of the apophatic inquiry into one's self.. We have to admit our wrongfulness, no matter how painful it can be..  This is the only context where self destruction is positive, for it makes way for growth and rectification.  it's best we rebuild ourselves with a truly solid foundation (hermetically sealed even) with that fine-tuned moral compass within your mind complex: heart, brain and guts.  It's always been there, we just need to tune into that frequency from within, there's just been so much noise, static and trillions of other frequencies that can shroud and distort that true moral vibe we want to maintain

The Hermit card in the tarot deck means one who is looking to isolate themselves in greater and deeper seeking of knowledge and self mastery the way i see it..  They are well on the path, but a need to reflect, re-evaluate and refine one's self. So it’s important to have that silent alone time in order to have minimal distractions, no outside input disrupting your trains of thought and learning process.. a lot of time is needed to learn, digest and integrate new knowledge/learning..  But then it needs to be applied and acted upon.  That's the Trivium process I've been speaking about for years now:  Knowledge, Understanding and Wisdom-(which means action), or the classical terminology: Grammar, Logic, Rhetoric in that exact order.  Wisdom is not knowledge, it's how that knowledge is applied- if it's good knowledge to begin with for that matter..  So when we say "that person is wise," yes, they are knowledgeable, but it's their actions that are in alignment to their understanding of knowledge which make them wise in their experiences.

I’ve kept myself in solitary confinement for a long time.. months on end for the past 7 years.. and i mean not going out much at all, rain or shine.. too much work to do- on self, on these youtube projects, trying to write transcripts and compiling material for future presentations, on learning what i can from cosmic consciousness to corrupt conspiracies to other concealed conundrums.  What I’ve noticed is that a lot of the external research has been validated to what i intuitively felt about many things in this reality..  it really does help to get that confirmation resonating profoundly within, as well as refined knowledge and details to specific info or concepts, but we must discern carefully between the true authentic intuition and the false, as well as what forms the ego tries to mimic, and indeed distinguishing your thoughts from others- let's not forget the thothian mind virus, just don't let your thoughts betray you.